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I was afraid that 14 February

Av savedeter lotevesa - 9 januari 2011 03:22

I was afraid that 14 February would come and take away all my hope in a new Lebanon. I had my doubts but why shouldn't others doubt too in the sincerity and honesty of leaders of 14 march. But Luckily, nearly a MILLION, and I insist; and those who claim the opposite... I recommend a visit to a doctor!... You know maybe not all those who were there support the 3 leaders altogether ( Geagea Jumblatt and Hariri ) but they all thirst for being together as Lebanese, from different religions, shouting the same words, wanting One Lebanon for all. You cannot hate or judge these people if you had an opposite point of view for what they want is to live in harmony. It is not that difficult to bring the Lebanese close to each other, but sadly Lebanese don't unite unless against each other. Yesterday, the image of a sunni, a druze and a Christian standing in the same place, feeling the unity and love for each other... Yes! I was there, everyone talking to each other with a smile and a sense of being careful not to say something disapproving... Yes, they have kept Lebanon's sons so long apart until they forgot how to deal with each other. This "divided state" is fake... Just watch what will happen if all politician leaders decide to unite, everyone will become brothers because no real principles for hating each other exist. This hatred is blind and unexplained. Why sould you feel that you have to be armed and ready to start a war on your brother just because his environment and knowledge impose on him a certain way of thinking. Wake up Lebanese. I know that inside all of you there's a thirst for unity, for sitting with all those who were for so long pulled away from you, just the thought of a Muslim understanding and uniting with a Christian or a druze or whatever brings a smile to your face and tears in your eyes. Wake up Lebanese so that we build Lebanon in less than a 1000 years so that we can get our share of living in such a beautiful and meaningful country before it is too late!!!

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